Social Issues 'n' Stuff with Skawiński

Flat tyre and girls who keep bothering the crocodile:P

2008-07-04T10:30:57Z

Tomorrow is my first meeting with my breakdance group.Just plain set up stuff nothing fancy,no dancing,only organisation issues like what hours would suit everyone to have our lessons.
But hopefully we'll begin with breakin and dancing next week:)

Also on Monday when I was about to start the engine and drive to my father I discovered that I have two flat tyres.Luckily they weren't stabbed just deflated.I borrowed a pump from my neighbour and fixed the flat.
Now all I'm waiting for is those shitbags responsible for this fucking prank.If it happens once more I'll prepare myself a bat and wait for them hidden so they won't see me.
Wonder how much fun will they have when I catch them and smack their asses with that bat so hard that all Saints will not be able to help them.I'm so furious about that >:(
Anyway when we finally got to my padre's place things seemed to be better.
Wrong!
The next day I discovered that one tyre is stabbed and deflated.Only that probably it wasn't no ones fault but mine because I must have driven thru a sharp rock on the driveway to my father's house.Oh well that was fixed again.
Besides I had a fairly good time there,saw with my friends,a little gossip and chat to start with.

Everyone there is asking me when am I gonna have a girlfriend,some females in the neighbourhood have a close eye on me or even a crush of some sort.
And I just don't feel like giving them the answer why.
I only give them the standard reply that I'm already in a relationship with a girl or that I have been,tried it out and wanna rest a little.
Oh dammit one girl who's in favor of me even kissed me in the lips but I said that since we know each other from childhood than I'd rather be friends with her,nothing more.
Ehhh,hard life,pretending you like something else than you really do;P

All in all I'm back,safe and sound and preparing for the next weeks fiesta at my friends place which means I'll have to cruise back there again.
Father said that it's OK for me to come,he'd be glad to see me again.
And I hope also to get an order at work soon so I can earn me some cash.

Oh and best wishes for those of you who happen to celebrate July 4th in the US.Enjoy your time!

Here be ye results

2008-06-30T13:30:12Z

Well,the results from my exams are way better than I have expected!
Starting with:

Verbal
English-90%
Polish-75%

Written
English-93%
Geography-78%
Polish-70%

So that about wraps it all up,I'm totally finished with High School and ready for upper education.
I'm not so keen on overworking my mind again but till it happens I've still 3 months of vacation left.
Enough time to rest,make big cash,party and hopefully have other activities as well;)~
However not everything went so bright today as my friend failed with his Math exam earning only 26% which is not enough to pass(30%).
Ehhh,he'll have to try again in August and repeat the exam.
Hope he'll do well and pass this whole shit.

As for me I'll be gone till Thursday.
I wanted to celebrate the results of the exams with my friends but I can't do it as much as I want since I'm the driver today.Again:/
I'm seeing dad and my friends then so see you all till July 3th.

VIVA ESPANIA!

2008-06-29T21:54:36Z

Haha I knew it,Spanish boys beat the Germanz 1:0.
They deserved the championship of EURO 2008.

Again,VIVA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thriller

2008-06-29T17:01:35Z

So I just signed in the breakdancin' school and we're starting next week.
I wonder if my body has such abilities to dance this way.
I like dancing but it's never been genuine breakdance.
If there happens to some progress within a couple months I'd be glad to continue.
Besides I need some outdoor physical activity and since I've quite much free time it'd be a pity to waste it watching tv or other motionless stuff.

I'm missing some bed "activity" with someone so that's another argument to start doing anything else which engages more intense moves;)

And here's Chef from South Park singing one of his love songs in the "Thriller" style parodying Michael Jackson XD

Enjoy.

Crocodile break...D

2008-06-28T12:53:55Z

My searching in the Net has been rewarded as I found a street dance group here in my place "Street Life".
Seems I'm enough lucky because it's able to sign up only till the end of June.
Woosh,I'm glad I made it;)
Now I only need to call one of the guys who's in charge and register.
So maybe in a couple of months you'll see the first breakdancin' crocodile.
Granted if I sign up of course but probably I will as I've been thinking about breakdance for about half a year and I'm quite convinced that spending my free time like this is also not a time wasted.

However I'm aware that breakdancing means also a certain lifestyle change,it's not just performance it's a way of existence I think.
I love music,rhythm and the best way to express it is dancing and since I've a fondness towards breakdance for a long time than why not.
Who said that furs can't do that either?
I've already bought me proper shoes for that kind of activity;P

Here a classic music video by Irene Cara entiltled nomen omen "Breakdance" from 1983.Ahhh,the smell of old school in the morning...

Monday I'll have the results of my exams which took place in May.
English,Polish,Geography.
Wish me luck so that the results won't be that low;)

Another "Pi" crop circle(no,just my inability to read) and paranormal breakdance activity

2008-06-27T15:53:32Z

The more I get into this subject the more it seems fascinating.
In the last weeks news there was another information about a crop circle beign a graphic visualisation of the Pi and its 10 consecutive digits-3,1413...
~~Full article here~~
I discovered that also here in Poland we have a place known for this amazing phenomenon.The village of

in Central Poland.
I know they're not that much impressive as those seen in the UK or US but they're enough of a tourist attraction to make the place famous.The highlighted "Wylatowo" is not a link to Wikipedia.Just pictures inside;)

And besides what going on? I guess I'll have to quit jogging every morning due to my knee problems. I'm gonna have an X-ray and then the diagnosis.
Possibly I'll have to do an activity that won't weigh the joints too much,meaning no jogging at least for a while.But it can be easily replaced by swimming at the pool so I think I can manage it.
Also seriously considering breakdance as one of the activities I could do in my spare time.I'll start searching for a group here in Rzeszów and hopefully I'll find something intersting and sign up.

Like I expected

2008-06-26T14:29:30Z

Just as were my expectations I failed to pass the exams at Film School.
But besides that I had a fairly good time there.
Met new people and found out that they're not necessarily geeks like I thought before I went there.
We rolled around Łódź,had a good laugh at things together and simply enjoyed the time.Only 3 of the people I met there managed to pass to the 2 part of the exam,so you see it was rather tough to get there as of 60 candidates only 22 passed and still are 8 places on the faculty of animation so even those 22 can't be sure I'll they pass.
The undeniable benefit is that I've an idea how does an exam like that look like in reality.
The first part consists of 2 exercises,1 per each day.
In the 1 we were told to create a character basing on 1 of 6 presented items.
Then we were suppose to draw it in 3 different poses:standing,sitting and walking.
The 2 task was concentrated on creating a storybaord related with the presented key word which was "wind".
Then after wating a couple of hours the results who passed were announced.
It was a hard test so no wonder why I did not pass it.
My failure means that I'll be studiyng English this year so you all can hope that I'll may be a better writer in the future so that it'll be much easier for you to understand my scribblings;P

The bad news is that I've discovered recently that I've some problems with my knees,namely they hurt and give a loud crack while bending them.
Ehhh,gotta see the doc again...

Tired

2008-06-22T18:26:38Z

I'm damn exhausted and need some sleep.
Been working all day on a couple of drawings I need for yesterdays preliminary exam at the National Film School in Łódź.
The exam consists of two parts.
First is the elimination,in the second only 8 with the best results are the winners and may begin studying there.
I'm not counting to get out of the first but if I happen to do so than I promised to take my mom on a dinner and pay for it.
I have to get up at 3am as the coach leaves at 4:10am.
Blah!

Regarding to other issues I've heard that recently there has been another crop circle phenomenon involving the Pi in it about which I was talking with Hgryphon in an earlier entry.
I'll keep an eye on it when i have some spare time.

Till next time

2008-06-13T11:35:22Z

Again I'm driving my sister off to father's place and will probably be staying there till next Friday or so.
Well I'm not too keen about it but seems I have to.
Mother will be having some guests at home so she wants to get ridd of us for a while;P

Also it means limited Net access there but I'll some time to spend with my friends at least.

Ehhhh...so see y'all till then.
Like Terminator said "I'll be back"so stop crying;P

Crop Circles

2008-06-12T13:25:50Z

A lot of things has been said recently about UFO's,exterrestrials or other supernatural phenomenons.Crops seem to be a perfect example of what we cannot explain in 100 percent.There were many hoaxes involving the circles too in fact the results were sometimes comic;)

But also very impressive.

However I'm not fully convinced that this was man made.
Seems to be kind of a self-portrait or an X-large space banknote imitation.Someone ought to make a prank out of that stupid cunt Paris Hilton by making such a circle with her presence to prove she's from another planet.
And her doggie too;P

Many of the crops have astonishing shapes and sizes as you know so that even
Da Vinci would have his jaw wide open seeing

Still the amazing phenomenon has no certain explanation.Many consider that they're definetely not human made,some proved that they can also produce such master pieces.More in a BBC article
Once me and my friends had a very cunning plan to make an imitation of a circle in one of the fields in our place.Our plan got a little delayed and it was too late for our performance because the crop has been already scythed.Still I keep that scheme in mind,if we manage to carry it out you'll be noticed about that...
Yet I'd rather see the exterrestrials perform in the crops.
It'd be more spectacular than watching smartasses like us fooling around in the dark and hoping no one discovers what are they up to;)

Inspired by "Top Gun"

2008-06-11T11:52:35Z

A picture I made recently.
As I already mentioned it's based upon a theme from the movie "Top Gun".
This time no yiff but there's an F14 in the background;P

I'm starting to like the thick-outline style,somewhat similar to what you can see in some comic books.
I'm drawing so much these days cuz I wanna have at least a minor preparation for the exams at the Łódź Film School on June 23rd.
I'm almost sure I won't pass those as I've seen what others can do with their pens,pencils or whatever they had.
Another that I'm a self-taught,most of the people I've met there were taking some professional lessons before the exam.
Anyway I wanna try since I'll have another experience in my life and will be able to perform better on the next year.And I'm not paying the examination fee since my parents encouraged me to give it a shot(I did not want to) and said that the payment is no problem,they'll give me the money.
So for me it's just a matter of going there,prepared as well as I can not to make a fool of myself;P

And what else's going on here?
Well there has been a storm alert on TV.
Tornadoes and heavy thunderstorms were forecasted.
If anything spectacular occurs you shall be informed including pictures if there happen to be any.

Fuck

2008-06-09T20:09:32Z

Fuckit,it's a fucked up day,I'm in a fucked mood and no fucking will to do anything.
No,it's nothing about you it's just a couple of my own cases and states of my insane mind.

KURWA MAĆ!

Strawberries,True Confessions,Bla Bla Bla

2008-06-08T14:10:51Z

Well this Sunday was definetely a day of confession and sincerity(I aviod those two)
Yes,I told my mother I'm gay about which she wasn't aware till now.
At first she thought I was joking,then she realized that I'm not.
No worries,she didn't ban me,she just said that I won't have an easy way with this but she certainly accepts it and does not reject me,because I'm still her son.
And she also added that it proved to her that she's a trusted person for me.
And indeed my mother is the most trusted person for me.
I smoked 1 cigarette she smoked 3 while our talk.I laughed that she needs 3 in a row to calm down.
Well it was a bit of a shock for her but has nothing against it and said that the most important thing for her is the happiness of her children,no matter if they wanna live with a man or a woman.
I still don't know if I'm gonna talk to father about it.
He's not a person who's sincere or talks about emotions.Neither do I,so I don't think if this is the right moment to tell him.Probably it'll take a while before I inform him.
Anyway he's never been sincere with me so I don't feel the need to be sincere with him about certain stuff.
We cope well with each other but he's the person to talk about such stuff.

Strawberries.
Scientists state that increasing the consumption of those increases sex appetite.
Everyone of you know it's the season for strawberries.
I have eaten quite much of those lately and have to admit that I'm very hungry for some good old lovemaking.
Anyone out there interested in having some strawberries with me;P
Strawberries really work for that matter so if you happen to lose interest in fucking than I'd suggest you buying a basket of them red,small fruits.
You won't be sorry;)

This night on tv...Top Gun!

2008-06-06T16:45:09Z

TOP GUN

The movie was released in May 1986.
Directed by Tony Scott,starring Tom Cruise(Pete Mitchell),Val Kilmer(Tom Kasansky) and Kelly McGillis(Charlotte Blackwood).
Probably most of you know the plot if not then visit the linked site.
Yes,Wikipedia;p
I wanted to see this movie on tv for such a long time.
It's fuckin great they've decided to air it now:D
Those jet planes flyin high up in the sky,just can't wait!

Another thing I like about this motion pic is the wonderful soundtrack by Harold Faltermeyer(Beverly Hills Cop to remind),Kenny Loggins,Teena Marie,Berlin and many others.
Many of you recall "Take My Breath Away"I suppose or "Danger Zone".
Ahhh,really good piece of fine melodies which should please every melomaniac.

Naughty pic for you

2008-06-05T12:29:51Z

Well finally I have done some drawing!
And am quite content with the result,especially the shading it's the best I've ever made.
Of course mistakes are present like always anatomy and proportions but I'm working on those;)

The dragon in the pic stretches his wings to warm up a bit as it isn't that warm as it used to be yesterday.
As you see it's not the only part of his body beign stretched and warmed up.
His finger pointing towards the sky suggests you take a flight with him.
Oh,no worries you won't fall down on the ground.
You'll be tightly secured not only by his arms;)

Heh,I'm a perv,but I like that kind of fantasy.

I think I may do another scene involving also my character Skawiński and the Dragon.Of course we'll be busy doing you know what;)

What else...Enjoy!

Bull's eye!

2008-06-04T18:41:35Z

I'm very lucky today as I while I was searching for a Pointer Sisters song "Back in my Arms" for the last few days.
I's damn hard to download it from the Net.
And guess what?
Browsing my download program that title instantly popped out from nowhere.
Was promptly downloaded I may add;P
Ahhh,what joy for an 80's maniac to be able to listen to such classic stuff.MMhhhm,makes me forget about the world around when I close my eyes.

Also my younger sister had a mega riot with her friends and with our mom.Wisely I did not involve in that.
She's sorta conflicted with some girls and our neighbour and kept blaming mother that she's not on her side and does not want to scold the girls for calling her names.
Seriously what would it be if a 48 year old woman was chasing a band of 10 year olds.Paranoia!
Mother refused to act that way and it started.
It took a while till mother persuaded her what the deal but it calmed down by now.
Sister's only 10 years old and even now it happens that she makes such problems.
I don't wanna think what will be when she starts growing up and turning into whicked teenager.
It's the first time she argued this way.
I keep saying,half-joking that I'm surrounded with maniacs.Partially it's true;P

And unexpected father visited us carrying two baskets of strawberries.
Never know who's behind the door...
Crazy day;P

And if you're interested here's the vid.A sweet pop ballad from 1985 by the not less sweet trio Pointer Sisters.
No fear I,m still on the gay side;P

Children's Day...

2008-06-02T07:05:27Z

...was yesterday <June 1> and it was really a time spent in a good way.
There were dozens of celebrations at the city square including concerts,parades and other funny stuff.
Mother took us out for a dinner to my sisters and my favorite restaurant "The Sphinx".
Of course both of us had to tease each other.Nothing abnormal,we always act like that;P
The restaurant was very crowded I've to admit like the whole Old Town itself.
That's how I spent the afternoon.

In the evening I went out for a meeting with my friend Kate.
She took me to a pub where her cousin works.Very few people visit the place as it's brand new opened.
We had a long talk about all sorts of stuff,was fun.
And the best was that I had to fo back to the pub and pay for what we've ordered as he forgot to charge us.
Well if he wasn't a relative or a friend than I think I'd enjoy the fuzz in my head for no cost;P

She's taking off to the UK by June 23 for a summer job arranged by her sister Lidka.
Then she'll be seeing her boyfriend and laughed when she'll be seeing mine;P
I said that I'll find someone because if I really want something and do an effort to get it than I usually achieve my goal.So...

Yesterday was also a day when I'd like to get laid very long and good.
Yea I'm a bit dirty;P

Now something about...Łódź

2008-05-31T08:15:19Z

Been to Łódź yesterday and I must admit that I can stand beign in this city when the weather is so nice.Last time was damn cold and cloudy so the atmosphere was rather dreary.

I had no problems with the application,the lady at the rector's office was polite and helpful.Usually they say nasty things about them but only a fraction of what is said must be true I suppose.
After that I had lotza free time before the bus will have left.
Been for some dining as I was starting to feel hungry.
And then I took a long walk thru Piotrkowska Street the main promende of Łódź.
Finally I sat down in an open air pub and ordered lager from a gorgeous waiter.Yea,he caught my eye...

So the day was rather amusing except the long bus trip back to my place.
And the fact that my eyeballs started hurting really bad.
But it wasn't too long to ruin the good day I've had;)

Piotrkowska

Looks quite realistic

2008-05-30T21:44:15Z

I heard about this vid beign taped in todays morning news on the radio.
This was found by me on Youtube following the name Jeff Peckman which is the person to has taped it.

I myself had a very weird incident in my childhood.
No I wasn't sexually abused by the exterrestials;P
I was sleeping in the attic of our house rearranged for my room,right opposite to the window.
The night was cloudless and a bit more bright because of the moon shine.
At about 2 or 3 am I woke up and laid on my back for a while,staring at the ceiling for no particular reason.
A few minutes later I rolled on my belly so that my nose was touching the window.
And then I saw that creepy,black,shining metal object,which was round and still,like if it was observing me or what.
If the window would have been opened I'd be able to reach it.
A chill ran down my neck,I tried to speak but I wasn't able to.
It stood still close at hand.
But when I turned back to put the lights on I noticed it was gone.

No one will be ever able to convince me that it must have been a dream.
It wasn't and if only I had a camera than everyone would believe me that what I saw is not a fake.

Since I've heard that someone actually has taped an alien I thought that maybe I'm not crazy afterall.
Heh,who knows if they're not planning an invasion of some sort;P

Again to Łódź...

2008-05-29T15:38:13Z

Tomorrow,exactly at 4:10 am I'll be sitting in a bus heading straight for the city of Łódź
("Would you in Łódź" is the city's motto.Helpful as Łódź itself is hard to pronounce for you I suppose).
I have to be there as I'm supposed to apply to the Film School till 31.05.
There are some papers needed to deliver if I wanna be subscribed for the exams in June not to mention the quite high application fee which has to be paid.
This means no late night movies for me today;P
Crap!

Also yesterday I've been with a friend of mine to register us for a summer job at an employment agency.It's simple to get hired for this type of work here.There is a strong demand for physical workers so everyone's welcome.
I'll probably decide for a gig in a store in the product arrangment namely placing stuff in the right display counters.
Nothing fancy though they pay nicely for it.

Loneliness and the fact of not having a partner is making me miserable so I've decided to deal with this by my own.
Well it's only a simple ad about me and my search for a partner at our local gay Internet site but gotta start with something cause doing nothing and bitching all around is surely unpleasant and does not help in any matter.

But definetely the best is that I may have a job soon and be at least more financially independent meaning I'll have more cash to save or spend on stuff I like doing;)

My reptilian ass is back-expanded version

2008-05-28T09:57:48Z

So my stay was a bit longer than I intended but I had a good time as I had the opportunity to visit a couple of my friends.
Alcohol was also included in some of our meetings;P
The first day I came two of my friends we're sleeping drunk so I did nothing.The next day we had a fire at my friends place and everybody there(5 persons)except me flew away.I'm quite resistant for alcohol;P
The next we're rather typical and alike-car rides,chats and stuff.Nothing fancy but I needed that much.Simple,plain fun.

But I also spent some time with my family.
My father took us to his friend for sailing on the nearby Lake Solina on Sunday.
Saturday I met with my cousin since it's been a while when I saw her last time.She's married already and gave birth to an adorable baby girl Zuzia.

The weather was lame but the last two days of our stay were warm and damn sunny.

And to give you all a better insight to my homeland I have made dozens of photos.Of course all will not be posted but I've picked the best ones.

An orchid,one of many which grow near my father's house.

The village in the picture is Bandrów Narodowy,the place where I lived till I was 13.
But even then I was here every week.

The local church.

Me and my vehicle;P

So all in all I'm happy to have spent these days back where I lived and still am somewhat attatched to this place.

My reptilian ass is back

2008-05-27T22:31:30Z

The stay at my father's place got a little longer than I planned but further details will be written tomorrow as I wanna go to bed and have some sleep as I need that bad;P

Librarians will kill me

2008-05-21T10:59:22Z

Shit!
I've found two books which should have been returned to the library two months ago.
Am I in trouble?

We're starting a long weekend here as it's Corpus Christi celebration on Thursady and it's a day off from work.So my dad called me today if it would be able for me to deliver my sister to his place.He also wanted me to stay but I can't as I've got some business to do here;P
Usually he droppes by with his own car but there's some bad luck going around and both of vehicles are broken.Oh well looks like I'll be having a little voyage 250 km to and fro.
Think it won't make me any difference if I stay till ~~Friday~~ tomorrow as I want to visit a couple of my friends.

I've had a very odd dream this night.I was supposed to protect my home from some invaders namely a witch and a minotaur.I fought the witch back from the door and I entered the corridor to finish with the minotaur.I found him laying on his back and inviting me to join him.And you probably know what happend next;)~
Strange,never had dream fantasies about minotaurs.

So 80'S

2008-05-19T12:07:04Z

A music video for the Pointers Sisters single "Twist My Arm" 1985.
Very fluorescent,extremely 80'S.
It's quite easy to notice that fashion is rotating.What's been in fashion over 20 years ago is recently coming back.Leggins,shoulder pads and other accessories are very visible at least at my place.
Does it bother me?
No way.

Besides nothing fancy to talk or say about today.
Before noon I've done some exercising,about an hour to be exact.
Watched some furry/scalie artwork on the Net.It'd be good to move my lazy ass and draw something as I miss that.And I do need a lot of practice so better get doin somethin instead of watching it on the Net:P

Religious rubbish and really good newz

2008-05-18T14:40:12Z

Long ago has it been when I went to the church.More than a month.Today was my sisters 1st Communy Anniversary and a church celebration attached to it as well.Wasn't bad,the mass was rather calm with no political issues plugged in or any intolerant speaches.It has been said by an invited priest from Szczyrk ,cool guy I must admit.
Actually I kinda stopped further attending when I heard a priest in my parrish claiming that homosexuals are beasts,that they're mentally disabled and should be treated medically to "cure" them from the "disease".
Prejudiced fucker.More,he has the nerve to "teach" people how should they act and think about certain issues which are definetely not meant to be in the interest of the Church.
The worst is that he's not the only one who happens to be such a narrow-minded motherfucker in the Church.
People like him are like cancer which decomposes this organisation and is the cause that people don't want to be part of it.Everyone has the right to decide in what wants to believe but such people don't get it.
They treat everyone with a different faith or belief in how the world looks as primitive barbarians or the encarnation of evil itself. And it's not like they think but they're too hypocritic and false to realise that we're not in the Medieval no more.
I'm not sure if I wanna be part of this unless something changes.And even if it does it'll take some time.
Alright,enough of this bullshit;P

The good news is that the last two stitches in my cock after the frenulectomy I had have fallen out or rather we're nibbled out.So my intimate bits are healed.Any volunteers to test the results with me;)