Social Issues 'n' Stuff with Skawiński

Long ago has it been when I went to the church.More than a month.Today was my sisters 1st Communy Anniversary and a church celebration attached to it as well.Wasn't bad,the mass was rather calm with no political issues plugged in or any intolerant speaches.It has been said by an invited priest from Szczyrk ,cool guy I must admit.
Actually I kinda stopped further attending when I heard a priest in my parrish claiming that homosexuals are beasts,that they're mentally disabled and should be treated medically to "cure" them from the "disease".
Prejudiced fucker.More,he has the nerve to "teach" people how should they act and think about certain issues which are definetely not meant to be in the interest of the Church.
The worst is that he's not the only one who happens to be such a narrow-minded motherfucker in the Church.
People like him are like cancer which decomposes this organisation and is the cause that people don't want to be part of it.Everyone has the right to decide in what wants to believe but such people don't get it.
They treat everyone with a different faith or belief in how the world looks as primitive barbarians or the encarnation of evil itself. And it's not like they think but they're too hypocritic and false to realise that we're not in the Medieval no more.
I'm not sure if I wanna be part of this unless something changes.And even if it does it'll take some time.
Alright,enough of this bullshit;P

The good news is that the last two stitches in my cock after the frenulectomy I had have fallen out or rather we're nibbled out.So my intimate bits are healed.Any volunteers to test the results with me;)

Looks like I'm a bit too much into alcohol adventures as I got kinda drunk today and still am.
No biggie just three beers only that I was supposed to drive my sister to the church as she  was told to visit  the confession before the annual celebration of her 1st Communy.
So I wasn't able to drive due to the fuzzy state I'm in.
It's partially not my fault as I wasn't told about driving today.If I were than I would not drink.
But it was rather fun since I was with my friend and we didn't see each other for quite a long time.The chat was entertaining though the consequences are obvious. 

Oh well,taxi's still exist ;)

So as I said yesterday went to my favorite hairdresser/barber Ania.She was glad to see me at last and took good care of my hair.Just like I wanted them to be.See for yourself under the cut.



I'm also thinking of some drawing I could do.Got some ideas already,suppose you've figuired out on what type of action they will base.As always;)
And forgot to remark that Ania charged me less for the whole haircut.She said it's a special discount for regular customers.I feel favored.

Yesterday was my last exam of the High School ending certificate-English verbal.For max 20 points I ended up with 18.Not bad at all.But I've had tough subjects to describe-noise is the biggest nuisance of our times.Present the problem.Besides the subjects were very inequal.It would be easy for me to talk about a healthy lifestyle which was one of the available subjects than present the advantages and disadvantages of conventional education methods which I also had listed to discuss.
A lot depends on how lucky you are in picking the envelope with your questions.You may get the easy ones like I've mentioned or have a tough time with thinking up something to say about an issue which is actually more advanced than the previous.Last year a friend of mine was supposed to talk about Exploration of the galaxy.Give examples. 
Asses from The Main Examination Comitee seem to not notice that we're not native speakers.
Never mind I'm through all this crap at last!

And the longest vacation in my life(unless I'll be workless)have just started.Till October I'm absolutely free from beign educated or examinated in any way.

Also yesterday to celebrate this unique event I got kinda drunk with my friend.But I was a happy drunk.
However I'm a bit sad about finishing school as I got to like some people in my class and probably we won't be seeing each other that often.
But to cheer myself up I'm gonna dye my hair today.
BlackWhite 

I've been in a pub with my friend Katherine today.
I've mentioned her already as the only person to whom I revealed my true orientation.
Well let's say this was the main subject during the nice chat we had while sippin beer in an outdoor terrace.
Another mutual subject we can debate on-guys!
I told her I really need someone lately and loneliness is what bites me a bit.
She cheered me up saying that I'm a really handsome and wise guy and that I'll find the man of my dreams for sure.Sooner or later...
I won't quote everything what we've said,all I can say is that we enjoyed the time spent together.
Probably if I'd be straight we'd be in a relationship.She admitted to have been amazed and shocked by the fact I'm gay.But that doesn't make any difference to her,she sais.And I added that I don't regret anything and wouldn't want to change it even if I had the abillity to do so.
Yet no one except you guys knows I'm very into furry/scalie stuff.
Sex-related too.Anyway they don't need to know the whole truth about the crocodile;P

All in all,I'm bit lonely but damn happy;)
Wish I could give some of that happiness to a guy who I'd love and care for...

And as for tomorrow I'm heading for a concert nearby with my friends.I suppose it'll be fun.
However probably I'll have to be sober again as I'll have to deliver them all back to their places.
Beign the driver starts to annoy me.

Today our neighbour accused my sister and her frineds of calling her nasty names.
Partially it was true because the girls responded in a rather "juicy" language but it turned out that she started the riot after telling them "you fucking brats shouldn't say anything without beign asked" and other unpleasant things. 
The kids only wanted to say "Good morning" at first.
After acting so rude she expects respect from the kids.Anyway they were told not to argue or even talk to the woman.
She's probably mildly insane:P

Besides drove my sis for a B-day party to her friends place,been for some shopping with my mom.
She surprised me with a gift.


The Fly 
Some of you who reads this supposedly know this movie.
It had its premiere in Summer '86.
Directed my David Cronenberg,starring Jeff Goldblum and Geena Davis.
And this magnificent piece of good sci-fi movie is at last in my hands!
Highly recommend you watching this if you haven't seen it yet.

The good news is also that Thursday is my last exam-English verbal.
This'll be my last one from the whole of the High School certificate exams.
Hope that my writings in English here are enough clear to conclude what do I have on my mind.
Or enough good to pass English verbal;) 
 

Yesterday was my verbal exam from Polish.I made it 15 points/20 maximum so it makes me feel very accomplished as I haven't studied much for it.It was really good luck as I was given quite easy questions to answer about issues related in some way with the main theme of my presentation.
Not to mention I was of course late when it was my turn but it was no biggie as I was examinated briefly after I was there.I'm very popular among my friends for my late coming;P
So it makes only two exams left-Geography and verbal English which I consider to be easier than Polish;P

Also yesterday I've received a positive notification from my insurance agency about a quite high compensation for a small accident I had last year.I need cash so it's definitely a positive!

Thursday which is today is a free day from any exams so maybe I'll do some drawing or play with Photoshop.

I just needed to vent all my thoughts,feelings and desires which happend to be enough strong to encourage me and do another pic this time engaging two characters.
I've noticed several mistakes,but who cares.
At least they're having fun. 


 What more could I say...
Mom's coming back today I'll have to pick her up from the train station.
The weather's fucking disgraceful,cold,windy and it's raining like while some damn monsoon.
At least I hope to study some English related stuff as I somewhat need that,right;)

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I met a nice dude,he's 17,lives nearby,he's gay and well...he drives me crazy
See if something works out

Besides I've completed writing my presentation for the verbal exam which will take place in the next week.
Took me three days,lotza nerves but finally got this off my mind.
The upcoming days will by kinda exhausting as the exams start 5 May till 15.
Man hard times ahead...
I've got the whole house only for my ass till Sunday.Mom took off to visit her friends in Gdańsk,my sister is spending a holiday in Hungary.Sounds perfect,HOWEVER:
No porn for me due to the cock surgery I had.
No one comes over cuz they're all studying.
I myself have tons of urgent stuff to do,little time for entertainment.

All I can do,and love doing is walking naked without beign frightened that someone'll see my nude body.Unless he's interested in getting more intimate with me,than I've got nothing against;)

And a pic for you all from the party we had



Me and my best fem friends.
They like me but they don't know what I like...

Oh and have a nice Labour Day if you happen to celebrate this event.

Well,so I was at the party which was close to the forest though far away from the nearest road not to mention the main one which was even further.
I had to be sober as I was the driver,had 4 passangers on board.
So there was no alcohol for the crocodile,though it wasn't that bad when I saw some people vomiting and sleeping on the bench so that we had to check thier pulse to make sure if they're still alive.
Batteries in my camera got kinda discharged so there'll be pictures,though I have some from the end of the school.
The only lame thing is that later some damn woolhats showed up and kinda made the atmosphere uncomfortable.
U know,alcohol,you're starting to lose control over your movements and words,it doesn't take much to start a riot which happend of course,however we split those two apart from each other.

We left the fireplace around 2 am in the morning,I drove all of my 4 friends back home.
Two of them live quite far from our city,so it took some time and gas to deliver them to their places.
Finally,I got back home at 5:30,noticed that the sun is coming out and extremely tired,sore and dry went home,took a bath,checked my e-mail box and felt damn asleep.

And these are the pictures of a group of my friends and me celebrating the longest vacation ever after the end of school.

 My cock hurts,though not as much as yesterday.
Been to the doctor,ha said that everything's healing properly and should take about two weeks to recover fully.
A hard on during the first days of this period may be painfull so till 5 May no naughtiness for the croc.
And my walking looks like if I were used from the rear too much;P

I hope it gets better on Saturday as were having a goodbye party for our class.We'll have a fire,outside the city,near the countryside,I'd only be more happy if some persons wouldn't make it there.
But as for now I'm positive-minded about that event.
We'll see... 

 Today I had a frenulum surgery made by a doctor who happens to be my sisters godfather.
Including the visit at the medical center it took whole 2 days.We're almost family,so that's why I got the surgery made that fast and didn't have to wait in a line.The minus is that several persons mainly among the medical staff saw me naked for about 20 minutes.No,I wasn't much embarrased though I'm not familiar with posing to people with my manhood.Besides,they've seen worse things than mine,it was just a minor.
We even had quite a long chat when my cock was sewed together.The surgery itself isn't a pleasure,especially the anesthetization.Imagine a syringe beign lead into your dick quite deep...blah,never again!

My frenulum was damn too short so I had to do something.While some carnal action it might have got ripped which would be much more painful and would leave scars.
However,now my dick hurts bad but a couple of days of pain for many moments of more intense pleasure is sure worth it.I've got some painkillers and antibiotics to avoid any infections,so I think I'll handle it. 
Can't wait to experience the effects or at least see them but now I'm too sore;P

And what else...my exams are close so better get learnin'!

Recently I've downloaded a 1986 fantasy movie Labyrinth  
directed by Jim Henson  and produced by George Lucas.
Starring David Bowie and Jennifer Connelly.
I enjoyed the movie a lot,pity there isn't any Polish dubbing edition though I understood quite clearly what the characters were saying.
If you enjoy fantasy related movies than this is worth recommending.

There was also a sountrack released.
My favorite song from the LP is "Magic Dance" 
The whole of the music score is of course written and composed by D.Bowie.



Today,we were receiving all of the documents held in the school office.
I dumb female in my class who I dislike very much kept clapping and shouting like on some kind of fucking venue when every of the 37 persons in my class were taking their paper stuff away.
When it was her turn(she's nr 35) I shouted "Show a tit,show a tit!"(here this calling is common in night clubs and pubs).
She felt embarrased,ran red all over her face,me and the rest of the guys had a damn good laugh and some of my classmates looked at me like on a perv or what;P
It was a long time when I was last that satified of making an idiot out of someone who irritates me.

And I promised a friend of mine that I'll draw her an alien.
Recently she(yes,she's a she;P)got a little craze at the point of UFO and stuff.
So why not,since I'd like to be snatched and "tested" by some scalie-looking aliens;)

So yesterday I enjoyed my ride,at last it's completely fixed and ready to hit the streets,however those asses at the car service charged way too much for their job.
First we had a test drive to see if everything's working fine.Took an hour.
Then we dropped by my grandma's place and spent the afternoon there.In general I made 300 km.And have enough of driving for now.
It's fucking raining so there'll be no pictures for now.
At the moment in quite busy refreshing geography.
But it's a pleasure as I love that subject!

In a week I'm ending my educational adventure in High School.In May I'll be having my exams and I'm free to go and see the world.
Time flows so fast,I can't believe it's been 3 years already.
I remember my first day there,oh yeah I had a way good entrance there.Long,blonde hair,colorful shirt,flower power crap-that was me.From that time my appearance has changed severly,believe me;P
Anyway I've a clear and steady situation with my marks.My certificate will contain every one(2-6)except 1 which is equal to an F.
I'm a math nincompoop,so you've probably figuired out that 2 is what I've got from that subject.
Oh,at least I'll pass the class;)
Now I feel like if something has just ended,that something's over and I can't turn it back.
I'm not sure to what I'm approaching,but it's a new chapter in my life,I guess.

Think the time when my mom should be told that her son is gay.Fuck,someone should know and my mother is the most reliable person from my closest relatives I could tell about it.When I'll come back with some dude one day at least she should be aware of what it means.

Yesterday,in the evening I enjoyed a good ride.
With my car of course,what were you thinking;P
I'll post a picture or two when I'll have it back from the car servicing.
Yes,it's still the enormous fuel consumption.

A photo I received from my friend today from central Poland.
The damages from what I know aren't serious but the pic is rather breathtaking.
Such weather anomalies take place here more often than usually.
Wish I could have seen this live!
Years ago I saw a tornado while beign in Hungary,but unfortunately I took no photo of it.

Nothing much happend,except that I skipped school again in order to start and finish the plan for my exam.I MUST have it ready and printed for tomorrow!

Besides I almost finished reading "Cell",which was my main object of interest for the last days.
And because of how much the book absorbed me I got a "little" delay in certain things which should have been done a while ago.

Oh well,at least I found a never published drawing of mine,which was taken to Łódź for the consulatations I've metioned a couple of entries earlier.

10 years earlier we were like Romania now.
Picture from Wirtualna Polska www.wp.pl

And besides my mom bought me a book I wanted to read for a long time.


Kind of a psychological horror depicting the fall of human race because of its attachment to cell phones.
Gives a lot to think about.

Shit,shit,shit!
So many deadlines ahead that I can't handle with all this...shit!

1.My exams start on 7th May so I've got little time to prepare and I ensure you I haven't done much.

2.Till Wednesday I've to return a completed plan of my verbal exam from Polish.Yet,there's still no progress in that matter.

3.Job searching.This year my vacation will last for four months.I'm currently looking for a gig and before I start I've lotza formal stuff to do.
Blah!

I'm a type of person which leaves everything undone to the last minute and that's why I'm usually stuffed with crap to deal with.


Hey,but yesterday a pleasant thinny happend!
I got dressed in a tie and shirt and went to have a photo for my High School ending certificate.
1/3 of my way back home I was followed by a really nice fella.
When our ways split I took a glance at him and noticed he was smiling at me.
I returned the smile and we went in our own ways.
And then I got hit by that warm,cozy feeling...he likes me;)
I believe it wasn't the last I'll be seeing him!
Man,he really made me melt...


Simple.
I just felt like posting some pictures;P